Had labs done today and unfortunately I don't have great news. My HCG levels are only 897. They should be near the 2000 range.
My nurse LeAnn said that Dr. Robins is afraid it may be ectopic and so I will go in for u/s on Monday to see if I have a uterine pregnancy or not. I am concerned it may also be a blighted ovum (a pregnancy that has a gestational sac but no baby grows in it). Of course there is a small chance everything is fine but I'm not counting on it.
So it was definitely a blow to hear and I'm preparing myself for the worst on Monday. Many tears have been shed or more accurately sobbing has been done to the point of not being able to breathe and sucking in breath. The ugly cry.
I just don't understand God's plan and it's so hard. My heart aches and I feel broken.
I would greatly appreciate prayers and please don't be offended if I don't respond to messages. I kind of go numb and shut down for awhile so I can process everything.
I'll keep you posted on Monday. Who knows maybe there will be a baby and a normal uterine pregnancy. I can always hope for a miracle.
Love to you all ❤